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Friday, 29 July 2011

Crazy Car

"Natives who beat drums to drive off evil spirits are objects of scorn to smart Americans who blow horns to break up traffic jams."
- Mary Ellen Kelly

Yesterday was a good day. Started off by getting up early, eating, getting weighed (with a lose of 1 & 3/4 pounds) followed by doing a trail at the Irving Nature Park with Richard. After discussion we decided to do the Squirrel  trail because it was labeled as being at least 40 minutes in length , we want to walk for at least a half an hour, and it was in the easy category. 

Obviously the classification was for those of the athletic sorts because at the very first you walk up steps and then a ways up hill for a little while. Needless to say at the moment I do not want to find out what the "hard" class holds for me. The Squirrel trail did however serve it's purpose and there were moments where I did breathe a little heavier followed by very enjoyable periods. 

When Richard and I walk together we are usually side by side so that we can actually discuss whats new and exciting in our lives and how both of our weight loss journeys are going by this trail cut that short as we could only go single file. While we did chat it was no where near what we usually do. 

All in all I would highly recommend this trail to anyone that is looking to get their heart pumping and a little excitement. Although there are a few steep parts along with areas with large rocks that require a little more concentration. As long as you are mobile though and are up to a small challenge this is for you.

After finally coming out of the woods and walking back to the car though I notice an almost orangey substance  on my hand and a few really itchy spots that increased in size over  a few minutes. This made me go Av and George's to see if perhaps my Uncle would know what it was (if anyone he would have rolled and experience poison ivy before). 

After washing off my arms and circling where the spots were and what size I continued home to shower and eat before having to meet Trevor to take him to his Doctor's appointment in Sussex. At the moment the spots are gone, although itchy. Lets hope they stay gone.

While there was some slow traffic on the highway we did reach the office in time to find out that the Doctor had had an emergency and had to leave for the day. Ugh...kidding me? They had tried to call but only had Betty and Brian's number so couldn't reach us. The appointment has now been re-booked for sometime next week. 

After a few hours of visiting with my family and his we headed home...this is where the trouble started. 

There are a few things that really get me when I'm driving. People that follow to closely, people whom can't wait in line and try to drive to the front to get their faster (highway/city while construction is going on) and those that pass me on the highway and cut DIRECTLY back in front of me. Do these people not realize they could be throwing a car at my windshield? 

Needless to say, Periwinkle Rust as he will be called, did exactly this to me. Bastard. Periwinkle Rust isn't even  doing the speed limit so of course...IT'S ON! I pass, speed ahead and this triggers his "MANLY" motives that no one can be in front of him. This continued on until almost Hampton when I passed a red car he got stuck behind going into one lane of traffic on the highway.

While this doesn't seem like much, I'm pretty sure that the whole thing freaked out Trevor. This gave me a feeling of being a cat that's playing with a mouse and I'm sorry but...I liked it. I'm not sure if my hormones are going crazy here or if it's my brain mass but good lord it was nice to "win" if that's what you can call it. 

No more for Periwinkle Rust, he's stuck back behind yonder car.
Don't cut me off. It's annoying.

Gillian

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

Get what you ask for.

"A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice. "
- Bill Cosby

Everyone has always said that there are no stupid questions, just stupid people. Yesterday, I was that stupid person but at the same time asking a VERY stupid question. 

Previously in a few of my blogs I had mentioned that I thought that family and friends had been protecting me from myself for a few years telling me I'm not fat but instead pretty and good looking. Last night I made the STUPIDEST mistake because when I uttered the words, "Am I as fat at that guy?" Trevor without hesitation responded after looking and said "Yes".

OMG! What did I do? I just unraveled the remainder of the spider webs in my brain cavity, holding together my thoughts of okayness! So what I should know is my ass does look fat in these pants and that you could pinch my elbow fat if you were try! I will admit, it was hurtful, a bit of a slap but honestly - Should any of us ask questions like that if we aren't willing to actually get the truth from someone?

I was pretty much sitting in the car holding a bazooka to Trevor's head. This is because we all know that if he had said "NO!", I'd still be questioning his answer in my head or even call him out on it. Either way, he was probably going to lose, but yet here I am with the answer I needed and perhaps now I've learnt the lesson to shut my yap. If you're having a day where you aren't feeling like a bloated beluga on dry land...don't ask the question you don't want the answer to, just go find some more water. 

On a positive spin though, Av did measure me yesterday before we worked out and I am VERY pleased to report that since June 10th, my body has changed to the smaller side of things by 11 inches. I really wish that I had started out this whole thing by measuring myself because I'm sure the change would have been even more surprising. I guess that would be one of my pieces of advice for/to people that may be trying to start to do the same thing. Weigh AND Measure yourself as soon as you start. I know that numbers on the scale may seem like a scary thing to face along with the measurement but if you are at this point, you've already to face up to your situation and it can only get better. 


Slowly but surely things are getting better. I've owned up to some of my demons and know where I need to go and have been given some of the tools to take me there. The rest is up to me. Make it work baby cakes!

Shrink your FUPA,
Gillian